Unnamed Unknown

Show me the way.
The way to your luminous state.
The place that consumes my eternity.
The never-ending trials of unforgettable dreams.
The holes you fill so effortlessly.
The profound sense of clarity.
The longevity, death of the mind brings.
The forever infected with somberless peace.
The joy my soul knows in the depths of concrete.
A smile comes to my face, when think of this faceless fate.
Surrounded by unexplainable things.
The emptiness is emotionless.
As the days goes by and I strive,
Strive to free the soul from the mind.
The mind that binds with karmatic chain’s.
The freedom is what we must attain,
In order to break the chain’s away,
And transcend into wondrous grace.

Breaking Free of This Illusioned Dream

Awareness is what I seek.

Yet this illusion feels so real to me.

Seeking my own divinity.

Reaching for the God in me.

To change my perception is what I need,

but I must first let go of material deception.

Break these chains for resurrection.

Open every wound filled of poisonous lies.

Purify, cleanse, and release all of the dark magic that embodies me,

to free myself from this dream.

Hell, you can no longer imprison me.

I will escape!

I will no longer allow you to live me dream!

Heaven is my eternity.

Love is the only reality.

All else is just a manifestation.

A veil to capture all perception,

to steer us with misdirection,

to blind us to our divine perfection.

With a fractured mind you lead the way,

through the broken confusion that is humanity.

No longer will this travesty be apart  of my identity.

The Angel of Death will come for me.

With resurrection I will be set free.

Able to express the love that is me.

No Words To Express

We use to talk everyday.

Been so lonesome since you went away.

It’s been so long and stills no word.

Why haven’t I heard from you at all?

Had no chance to say goodbye.

Now all I see is the tears I cry.

Stuck in a somber,

Stuck in the last,

The last time I seen you, which is in the past.

Sorry.. so sorry is all that was said,

As you lay still with one last breath.

As I lay still with a painful chest,

In disbelief and so much regret.

Wishing I could’ve stopped the turn of death.

Have you here safe with me.

With a smile planted on your face for all to see.

I love you… I love you… is all I cry,

As I say one last painful goodbye.

Lingering Thoughts I Can No Longer Hide

Thoughts of you flow though my head.

Out of no where you came back in.

Into my mind,

into my head,

into my every step.

I do not know WHY, or how this came to be.

I felt in my soul that I was completely over…

Over what used to be my everything.

There’s no where to hide, no where to escape you.

Your in my heart, your in my dreams.

In every song I hear and sing, in every happy memory I speak.

When I close my eye’s it’s you I see.

I do not understand… Understand why this is happening.

I know we will never be.

And honestly even if we did… we’ve changed so much I don’t think we’d even fit.

Yet your where my mind is!

I know we don’t even speak, yet I can’t keep my mind from thoughts of you and me.

When we talk it’s so awkward, yet none of this seems to matter.

It’s like, I know we are forever done.

Yet you dominate my every thought.

A couple of days ago, you could’ve asked me if I was over you,

And in my heart I swear I believed it was true.

Yet today is another day, and if you asked I wouldn’t know what to say.

My dreams say I want you back.

Every song I hear produces tears when it speaks of how you used to make me feel.

I don’t know when this came to be, or if you’ll care, or even believe.

Shit I don’t even know what to say,

Or how to react to the fact that every time I smile, It’s memories of you and me that passes by.

Every tear from joy and pain, is from our has been’s and no more’s.

I’m confused to the depth of me, and saddened because even if these feelings remain I know I’ll never again be your everything.

I’ll never feel how we used to be, in love so profoundly.

I remember how you were the only one who made me feel feelings I had no words to describe.

You made me speechless!

Before you, that was never done.

And even now, no one has been able to fill the shoes.

The shoes that you wore so flawlessly.

Yet now we’re just a place in time…

We can’t get back…

We can’t rewind.

And as I write this I can’t decide, to let you know or just hold it inside.

So as another minute passes by, just know it’s you I can’t get out of my mind.

Sublime Illumination

Every single day that passes by,
Is another blessing for me to live my life
As time flies by, I am finally starting to see
More and more the divine beauty that is me.
When I smile, My soul sings.
When I laugh, My joy is seen.
This life is a journey that has only began.
I will never give up, or let pain win.

I used to be so hollow inside
Surrounded by pain, living to die.
Never seeing the love that I seeked,
Was deep inside of me.
When I looked in the mirror all I seen,
Was the furthest things that truly consists of me.

Now I know I am so much more then flesh and skin.
I am a beautiful soul shining within.
I am of light and made of love.
I am finally free,
Free from societies hateful conformity.
I will not give up or ever give in,
to the hollow existence I used to live.

They say life’s a bitch and then you die!
I say life is what you make of it, so fly high!
Fly with love,
Fly with peace,
Fly with joy as you spread your wings.

I know times get hard, and we fall down.
But if you believe in yourself and get up off the ground,
You’ll sore so high in the sky, that the darkness that you used to see,
Will only be seen in your distant memories.

Only then will you know,
that there’s more to life then what the senses can conceive.
More to love then the descriptions we speak.
More to yourself then what the world can perceive.
A soul, one with God indefinitely.

My Beautiful African Prince

You try to hide your light from me

But no matter what you do I can see right through,

To every inch that is you.

You shine your light so dimmingly,

Upon unworthy company,

Because you find comfort in the blinded and misguided transparencies,

Of those who’s eyes are hallowed out,

Speaking of depth they know nothing about.

You disappear and stray away,

To lock yourself in shallowed space.

Unable to allow yourself to be vulnerable within kindred company.

Why must you run from me?

You build walls to keep your defenses,

But no concrete can weaken my senses.

I know you hide yourself from me,

For fear that I might see,

Everything that your eye’s see.

Every flaw,

Every sorrow,

Everything that makes you feel hallow.

But those are things I’ll never see,

Because those are products of society.

The lies the world try’s to make you believe.

I wish you could see what I see.

If I could I’d give my sight for you to see,

The everlasting light of unspeakable beauty,

That shines within you so effortlessly.

I can’t wait until you finally know,

With all your heart,

With all your soul,

The power of your captivating glow,

That shine’s so fearlessly though your soul.

For My Brothers

All this violence under way
Taking lives every day
Spreading misery on its path
In a whirlwind of chaos it reaps its wrath
Shattering lives likes broken glass
Leaving tears of injustice as its aftermath
Innocent lives continue to suffer
As our voices for justice are misconstrued
And turned into lies, spread via news
The hate leaves catastrophe
Sucking the light out of society
In every injustice that we surpass
Another life comes to pass
As lost potential fills the ground
Hallowedness is all around
This genocide is an atrocity
When will you stop this insanity?
Killing just to kill
Destroying lives just for thrill
Then speaking of innocence
When you reek of guilt
To protect and serve is what you claim
Yet the body count goes up in your name
You abuse power and authority
As you say justice is your priority
Yet your murderous actions scream loud,
Louder than the blatant lies that comes from your ignorant mouth
You don’t care about the havoc your reap
Or the widows you create
Or the parent-less child whose life will always feel incomplete
The misery you put their loved ones through,
Or what that person had the capacity to be or do
No, all you care about is spreading your ignorant hate
As another one of my brothers lives you take

Explicitly Divine

Intense vibration sends chills up my thighs,
as my pulse rapidly begins to rise.
Imagery plays in my head, of you and me merging,
so sweetly and deeply beyond our flesh.
The sensation… My God… I can almost feel it!
Just the thought gets me wet.
My river is abundant,
Come swim in it.
Penetrate the barriers…
Awaken yourself…
Purify my body…
Make me lose myself, within your luscious brown skin,
As smooth as silk,
I’m craving it!
My mouth waters,
My river flows,
My nipples harden,
I’m losing control.
I want you now, inside of me.
Open me up, set me free.
Fill me with anticipation.
Intensify, than stop all stimulation.
Make me beg to be set free,
than fuck me until all I can see,
is our intertwined divinity.